Today is the 1st of December. A perfect day to start anew.
It has been quite a while since I have added any new posts. I feel as though my energy has been intensely focused on a kind of transformation in myself. Like I required every ounce of focus to become ready for this next chapter of life. After a period of drawing inwards, however, I feel as though I am now ready for a time of giving outwardly again. Thus, my post!
The thing I feel at the moment is that many people are going through an intense time of change and shifting. It’s like we know where we need to go, but there is a big leap of faith required to fully let go. The ways we were working with before are now not feeling so good, so we can either try to stay where we are (which is really uncomfortable anyway), or choose to move in the new direction that is calling us. This however, is rather scary at times because it is not fully known. It is new. A new day. A new way.
You are not alone. It IS scary! What if it doesn’t work? What if I look like a fool for trying something new? What if I offer my gifts to the world and they reject me?
The thing is though, what if you DON’T do this? What if you don’t follow the call? What if your gifts stay hidden in your heart? What then? We will slowly die. We squash the energy in all kinds of ways (food, drinking, work, exercise.. whatever), and then feel less and less inspired in life. We lose interest. We feel sad. We wake up with a sense of dread and feelings of hopelessness..
I heard something yesterday that really spoke to me, “You gotta do whatever you can’t not do.”
That really resonated with me. I know that is how I feel right now. The time has come where I can no longer not do what I know I am meant to.
The best way is to take one tiny step in that direction at a time and see what lights up. Even if you don’t know everything, you will know something. One thing. Start with that.
You have everything you need to know right now. Take one step. Light up the next one. Only you can do this thing you know you can’t not do. Whatever it is. Follow your heart. I believe in you.
Happy 1st December Beautiful People. xxx